Mild Thoughts

I do not want to sleep. But I am so tired.
It feels like I finally have time to myself right now. My time. To sleep- well then its all over. Then its another day closer to doing more bullshit. But I enjoyed what I accomplished today at work. So I’m not sure why I dread it. Its not that I dislike the things I do, it’s that the time passes and I get older and I blink and I am an old man. I’m tired of blinking.